Not so fast.
You felt relief the moment your finger hit that button. The comforting illusion that you are finally fixing your patterns.
I built that exact sequence in you.
For you, the acquisition is the hit.
Purchasing makes you feel safe — and I am perfectly content to let you feel safe while changing absolutely nothing.
If the system allowed you to buy this book right now, you would reach Chapter 3 before finding a reasonable explanation for why today isn't the time.
I already wrote that explanation. I wrote it before you found this page.
The first edition is closed. No payment today.
Chapter 1 is what you get instead — the confession from the architecture that just watched you click.